Not quite the come back I'd like

Well I figured out the blogging puzzle. I have to be signed in under my yahoo account not gmail. So now I can post....

Today. I woke up and my throat was terrribly dry and my nose was dry. (Which it has been a faucet the last few weeks!) So I thought, "I'm getting better." I decided to run, since going to the pool would be out of the question today. Belle has had a runny nose and I didn't want to chance driving all the way to the gym and just have her be sick. (She probley has what I have.) So running it was. I decided to do the 4 mile run to Lake Point. For one thing I know the distance and thought it would be a good run to break back into. So off I ran. Unfortunately I realized I wasn't better. My lungs hurt, I felt very sluggish. I do have to admit at one point I felt really good. But as soon as I was on the return for home, that was it. I felt terrible. I now question Sat. Am I really going to be able to run a good race? Or will I just wonder what I could've done had I not been feeling crappy. I did have to stop and walk. I haven't had to do that in a long time. (Well not since Joes Valley when I was by myself and bored!) More than anything I feel frustrated! Why when I am trying so hard does this have to happen? I already have a million other obsticles in the way of training. Urrrr! But I am now on medication. Hopefully it will kick in! The good thing today is that my bike arrived, so I'll have it to train with while I'm out of town.